bird of paradise
by Wyk McGowan
a boy at my school
got his nails done
got weave
got dangly earrings
and heels
and boobs
the students
laughed
and the staff
shook their heads
he didn’t get beaten
but hate cannoned
like fireworks
in the halls
i didn’t notice him at first
didn’t recognize the ram
in ewe’s clothing
and when i did
i didn’t care
it makes me sick
ms. jackson
venomed into the staff room air
he’s only doing it
for attention
i couldn’t be silent
teenagers and birds
have two purposes for
their garments
i said
either
they quail themselves
into the background
pheasant in the field
a camouflaged blindfold
avoiding their
peers’ damnation
i am scenery
i am grass
i am shadow
or
they dandify themselves
tailfeathers and plume
miniskirts and hairdos
peacocking the world’s eyes
hey, look at me
i am cardinal
i am macaw
i am paradise
so
the boy who no longer feels like a boy
and the girl with chain-dragging jeans
are not special
they are mohawk
they are sag
they are tattoo
they are as normal as the quiet girl
in the library
with twilight in her eyes
or
the boy in the bleachers during recess
hands without balls in his lap
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Wyk McGowan is a senior English teacher at Eastmoor Academy High School in Columbus, OH. He has been teaching for thirteen years and is a National Board Certified Teacher. He is also the creator and coordinator of the Columbus City Schools District Poetry Slam which is in its third year. Seventeen of the district’s schools will be competing in a two day event. He has been writing poetry since the first grade—his mother was his teacher and loved to read Emily Dickinson to him. He has two unpublished manuscripts and a self-published chapbook: corpse flies. He was on the National Poetry Slam team for Columbus in 2009 and has been slamming for three years although his true love is the written word.
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© 2011 Wyk McGowan
